This blog used to be an exercise in (kind of) creative writing. I don’t know where things went wrong, maybe I felt that all my blogs were a way of either complaining about something or talking about some of the least important aspects of my life…and then I felt convicted that maybe complaining about things and drawing attention to what TV Show Jim and I last watched, wasn’t the best use of my time. Or maybe it’s that I just don’t want to waste time uploading pictures and correcting grammar. I don’t know.
As an update, here are some of the normal “Some People Call Me Maurice” Happenings of late:
- Over the course of the last 6 months, Jim and I watched Star Trek Next Generation: Season 1. It got continuously better as it went on and our theory is that there is a direct positive relationship between how much air time Lt. Yar got to how good the shows are. A-like so:
- We’ve trained our cat to stand and sit on command. And yeah, that is pretty awesome.
- Jim and I have 4 different ways that we regularly brew espresso/coffee in our house. Snobbiness snuck up on us.
- I finally got the Lauryn Hill Unplugged album. Something about folk meeting hip hop seems to meet all my musical cravings.
- Jim got me One Yard Wonders for Christmas, and I’m learning how to sew. I made a kitty bed already, and he actually sleeps on it, which is the best part.
- My company won an Emmy.
- Jim and I shop at Aldi’s and save oodles of cash. Step into our kitchen and you will be walking into an Aldi’s commercial.
And here are important things that I normally would fail to write about:
- We moved into Jim’s dad’s house this year. We have some serious loan-pay off goals; we had the opportunity to live rent free in this great house and we’re doing it. It is frustrating some times for us to know that we’d like to be more generous, we’d like to have more freedom to serve, to give, to have kids, to go wherever, but the weight of debt keeps us from so much. We prayed like gangbusters before asking Jim’s dad about it, we got advice from everyone we could think of, and in the end it just made the most sense. Oh, how God has blessed it. We are very content here. If you pray, please pray for us to be wise with money so we can pay off our debts even quicker than we anticipate!
- I’ve been meeting with my friend Melissa every fortnight. It’s my desire for her to live an uncompromising life as a woman of God – what I didn’t expect was that these meetings would make me depend more on God in my own life, they have challenged me to not settle for “good enough” when thinking about how I work, love, serve, etc. She asks tough questions that make me think twice about whether I’m believing a person’s interpretation of the Bible, or if I’m solely interested in what God’s Word really says.
- My job has brought me to tears many times in the last few months. Even though it’s a good job and I know God is using it to grow me in SO MANY ways (pratically, spiritually, emotionally), the stress of it at times is unbearable. I’m smack dab in the middle of this battle, and I don’t have much uplifting to say about it at the moment. I may (will) never be the most skilled person in my position (I am not a defeatest. I try to be as good as I can!), but God willing I will be remembered for my faithfulness, love, patience, gentleness, and kindness. Those fruits can never be stolen because they come from a Source more dependable than this frail shell of a person. Despite this, I am human and I constantly struggle with inadequacy and anxiety.
- God is a god of peace, so I know that all anxiety I feel is from ME or something NOT of God. Did you know there are 361 verses on peace in the Bible? God is definitely a god of peace. Some personal favorites: “A heart at peace brings life to the body” – Proverbs 14:30, “My peace I give you, my peace I leave with you, not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your hearts be troubled, neither let them be afraid.” – John 14:27 (as spoken by Jesus Himself). “You keep him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on You because (s)he loves You.” – Isaiah 26:3. And sometimes the most comforting, that he knows how weak I am: “For He knows our frame: He remembers that we are dust.” – Psalm 103:14
And some items that fall somewhere in between:
- I had a realization that I can’t imagine anything baby-related past being one-month pregnant. I can imagine realizing we’re pregnant (we’re not), but I cannot imagine actually dealing with the effects of being pregnant, nor can I imagine sleeping with a human in my stomach (taking up all the space). I cannot imagine giving birth, I cannot imagine living with a small person in the same apartment/house as us. I cannot imagine raising a human, teaching them all about life, character, etc. I don’t know why all this is so impossible for me to imagine, since my sister and so many of my closest friends are doing all these things as I type! And I witness it happening! I guess it’s just hard to imagine life as anything other than what it currently is. Our imagination is limited.
- 2010 is here and Rock TV is officially off hiatus. Look forward to fresh new youtube videos soon. Let’s hope the lighting is good.
- My friends Brigitte, Chris, & Dan (2/3 of which blog at the blogulator)’s band Paragraphs has a CD release tonight! Yes! You should listen to the songs on that link and/or get their album. These are good people that I enjoy a great deal, and it is also a good band that I enjoy a great deal. So. Win win.
- The worship band at The Rock, our church, has written a bunch of songs that we often sing at church. They decided to put these on an album. Jim and I picked up a copy last week and we are really liking it. They are encouraging us to burn it for people, so it would not be illegal for me to make you a copy. Let me know if you’d like one! You can listen to some of it here.
Time to go to Aldi’s!